What should I do ?

*Sigh*
What should I do to make all side happy?

And how?

I just want to be balance -_-

Monday is coming....wish me luck!

What a tired busy day huh ?!

Thanks to my lady, now I realize my mother's daily work is quite tired...

From prepared till cook...wow!  I'm already fully sweat!!  @.@

Well, I'm will still keep doing it.. ^_^
Look nice huh?  But my mom told me that she has forgotten to put salt!  >_<
Oh dear me......

You are my everything...

27 years pass by..but I never had this kind of feeling..

The feeling without u, I'm nothing....
The feeling without u, I'm reckless....
The feeling without u, I'm negative... 
The feeling without u, I'm failure....

I can say u are more important than anyone in my life.. I'm apologize if u are not happy after u heard what I said later..

Yes,  even important than my family...
I know I'm not a good child of my parent's..
I'm so sorry, but I just couldn't help it..

I falls deeply inside the heart when I see through u.....

Your smile...
Your coldness....
Your childish...
Even your anger...

God!  Please help me if u there!
I love this lady very much, more than I expected...

I couldn't live without her....
She is my everything......
I will do anything... to let her happy and secure..

Even in the end, she treats me just a friend..

Hi again ! My dear blog ~~

First, I would like to say that I miss U so much.... Miss until I don't know what else I can do.

Second, at the beginning I was trying to write my diary in my secret book...but then I suddenly think of my blog, yeah ! Is been a long time I did not sign in and write my things on to it.. So why don't I just start it again ? 

Well, so let's start the journey again from today !  I hope everything will change to positive side ..

Goodnight , my dearest ......sweet dreams ..