1st task in first day

This banner is my 1st task in the first day of working...
Still...I think there's something less...
Can't figure it out what's that...
-_-

..........-_-

Oh my......am I thinking too much?
Am I??
Why do I always think that this guy and that guy have some heart on the lady I love?
I know,I know....I shouldn't think that
But the statement that he wrote about can't let me think wise...
And u know me...... I have no confidence at all.... -_-
I can't control how they won't fall for u...
I only can make myself to be tough and fit to meet you...in one day.
I miss u....

Black

My mood now is totally black.....
Especially When I know I can't see you today..
I'm so disappointed...
But then black is one of my favorite color..
When I saw you wear black dress, I was so surprised!
Cause I never thought that black is suits you well...
Wow ! You look gorgeous!
The black dress makes you more feminine..
I love it... still it depends who wear..
Not many can...
You are exceptional...
God!!  I miss her so much ....what can I do?
If I got her in one day, I swear to you my dear God, I will cherish her and treasure her like my own eyes...
To me, my eyes is my everything...
Without my eyes,  I rather die..

A Propose

"Will u be my girl and be with me till death do us apart ? "
Do u know how much I want to propose this to u ?
I know I'm not qualified yet....
I will propose to u when I in the best and fit situation.
So that u have no fear ...
I don't mind if u are old or young..
Malay or Indian.....
I only want u...that's all I want..
But then I have a worried...
The religion u told me that day....
Will it be a trouble?
Will they separate us? 
I love u but I can't convert my religion
It will be very pity if we can't be together just because of this...

Goodbye...see ya..

Is time to say farewell ...
I hope time will help me get through..
I have to be tough ..
No more excuse...
Cause I'm not allowed..

Be brave.... dear me....
You will success.. sure will...
If u keep the passion..
No more 3 minutes man...
Please...
No time to lose....

Same dishes but done by myself

Well, is same dishes again but this time without mama standing beside n teaching...because went to a shower..

A little bit nervous but glad I make it..and mama said it looks nice too..
^_^

If compare with mama standing besides, of cause mama's is better than mine...

But I will chase up in one day...
Wonder my lady will support me or not?
Haha ~~~

This is all about trust and faithful

I will always trust u no matter what u said and done....

Even there's a doubt, I will still choose to believe u... because I love you...

Many people saying that love is blind.
I do believe right now...
Cause my vision only see u....

No matter how u treat me, I will take it as a test that u give to me to make me be strong and be smart.

Faithful to u is a must.
I know saying is easy , so I decided to do it...ever wonder how? 
Well, u will know...in the future....
I'm planning it...
Until u left me....

Do u ever think that we have same mind too? 
We both are romantic person who love romantic very much...
Maybe that's the reason that u are not easy to be touched...

Nothing but a wasted year...

I was wondering if I had made a mistake again?

Shouldn't I resigned?
Love and career, which one is the right?
Well, obviously I have choose love...but what do I really get? 
Still......a nothing and hopeless hints.

If I had chosen career in the time, what will I get and who am I then? 
A Successful big boy who at last earn a big pot?
Or.....
A normal big boy that works from 9-9 and grumbling like an old lady every time got back from work?

Yeah yeah.....no matter what I choose, I will still think the one I have not chosen is the best.... swt!!!!

Really feeling hopeless.....

What I have spent almost one and a half years actually telling me is a useless things that I have learned... not to say useless but is rubbish and lame work....

Oh God, please!!!!
Suffer 27 years is still not enough?
I mean being an useless in 27 years....hello????
Are u nuts or what?
What else can I do?
I know nothing but bluffing!!
Yeah... and lying too...
Laziest big boy in the universe...
*SIGH*

Feeling success ^_^

Oh my!  I feel so unbelievable!
Even my mother said that she has never fry such a nice less sticky fish in her life!  LOL!!  Well, A bit exaggerated for me...what do u think? 

As for the French bean, hmm....I know u will totally love it! 

Tada !!!
So, let's eat then! 

I wonder when do u want to try it on your own in one day?

What should I do ?

*Sigh*
What should I do to make all side happy?

And how?

I just want to be balance -_-

Monday is coming....wish me luck!

What a tired busy day huh ?!

Thanks to my lady, now I realize my mother's daily work is quite tired...

From prepared till cook...wow!  I'm already fully sweat!!  @.@

Well, I'm will still keep doing it.. ^_^
Look nice huh?  But my mom told me that she has forgotten to put salt!  >_<
Oh dear me......

You are my everything...

27 years pass by..but I never had this kind of feeling..

The feeling without u, I'm nothing....
The feeling without u, I'm reckless....
The feeling without u, I'm negative... 
The feeling without u, I'm failure....

I can say u are more important than anyone in my life.. I'm apologize if u are not happy after u heard what I said later..

Yes,  even important than my family...
I know I'm not a good child of my parent's..
I'm so sorry, but I just couldn't help it..

I falls deeply inside the heart when I see through u.....

Your smile...
Your coldness....
Your childish...
Even your anger...

God!  Please help me if u there!
I love this lady very much, more than I expected...

I couldn't live without her....
She is my everything......
I will do anything... to let her happy and secure..

Even in the end, she treats me just a friend..

Hi again ! My dear blog ~~

First, I would like to say that I miss U so much.... Miss until I don't know what else I can do.

Second, at the beginning I was trying to write my diary in my secret book...but then I suddenly think of my blog, yeah ! Is been a long time I did not sign in and write my things on to it.. So why don't I just start it again ? 

Well, so let's start the journey again from today !  I hope everything will change to positive side ..

Goodnight , my dearest ......sweet dreams ..