Nothing but a wasted year...

I was wondering if I had made a mistake again?

Shouldn't I resigned?
Love and career, which one is the right?
Well, obviously I have choose love...but what do I really get? 
Still......a nothing and hopeless hints.

If I had chosen career in the time, what will I get and who am I then? 
A Successful big boy who at last earn a big pot?
Or.....
A normal big boy that works from 9-9 and grumbling like an old lady every time got back from work?

Yeah yeah.....no matter what I choose, I will still think the one I have not chosen is the best.... swt!!!!

Really feeling hopeless.....

What I have spent almost one and a half years actually telling me is a useless things that I have learned... not to say useless but is rubbish and lame work....

Oh God, please!!!!
Suffer 27 years is still not enough?
I mean being an useless in 27 years....hello????
Are u nuts or what?
What else can I do?
I know nothing but bluffing!!
Yeah... and lying too...
Laziest big boy in the universe...
*SIGH*