恋人未满

有时候宁可当你的朋友都不愿意做你的护花使者。
毕竟朋友是一致的。
好听一点就叫护花使者，不好听就是死缠烂打。
别人怎样看我，我可以无视。
但是你却无视了我。。。

你知道你的看法对我来说有多重要吗？
因为我想知道我在你的心里到底住了个什么位子什么样子。。

然而你却。。。
你却逃避这个问题。。。
到底是什么样的秘密让你纠缠不清？
让你不得安心？
真的那么重要吗？
甚至比我还重要？？
我对你不求回报，只求一个心。
一个完完全全真心的心。

My love story

This is a story about a downtown boy who falls in love with an uptown girl...

Downtown boy never realize that the girl he falls in actually an uptown girl..

How does he finds out?
Well, think carefully will do help him calm down his mind...

And why does the uptown girl pretend to be a downtown girl then?

Answer? 
Sorry, No idea......yet

Obviously have a huge wall between them..

Will they be together?
Stay tune......

The night in KLCC

Can't sleep.....went to klcc and see some views.....
Great huh?

I love Fridays!!!

Nothing can beat me anymore!

Be strong......I must...

Otherwise u will be a loser.....

Be a KLCC......
The unique and one only ~~~

New start

Everything back to normal...
Should I be happy for that? 
I don't know why you can't see me at the moment
I don't want to think too much...
What can I do right now is to numb myself with working...and working.....
Till the time pass....and see the changes of my body...
This is the most I must concern for ...

PS:  To my lady

I love u...still the same...won't ever change. ♥♡♥♡

The Truth

Should I tell you the truth ?
Should I tell you the problems that I having?
Maybe I shouldn't, because I don't want to be a weaker in front of you.
I will face it with my own...even is difficult to face it..
Just I have no idea what will it caused.. in the end....

1st task in first day

This banner is my 1st task in the first day of working...
Still...I think there's something less...
Can't figure it out what's that...
-_-

..........-_-

Oh my......am I thinking too much?
Am I??
Why do I always think that this guy and that guy have some heart on the lady I love?
I know,I know....I shouldn't think that
But the statement that he wrote about can't let me think wise...
And u know me...... I have no confidence at all.... -_-
I can't control how they won't fall for u...
I only can make myself to be tough and fit to meet you...in one day.
I miss u....

Black

My mood now is totally black.....
Especially When I know I can't see you today..
I'm so disappointed...
But then black is one of my favorite color..
When I saw you wear black dress, I was so surprised!
Cause I never thought that black is suits you well...
Wow ! You look gorgeous!
The black dress makes you more feminine..
I love it... still it depends who wear..
Not many can...
You are exceptional...
God!!  I miss her so much ....what can I do?
If I got her in one day, I swear to you my dear God, I will cherish her and treasure her like my own eyes...
To me, my eyes is my everything...
Without my eyes,  I rather die..

A Propose

"Will u be my girl and be with me till death do us apart ? "
Do u know how much I want to propose this to u ?
I know I'm not qualified yet....
I will propose to u when I in the best and fit situation.
So that u have no fear ...
I don't mind if u are old or young..
Malay or Indian.....
I only want u...that's all I want..
But then I have a worried...
The religion u told me that day....
Will it be a trouble?
Will they separate us? 
I love u but I can't convert my religion
It will be very pity if we can't be together just because of this...

Goodbye...see ya..

Is time to say farewell ...
I hope time will help me get through..
I have to be tough ..
No more excuse...
Cause I'm not allowed..

Be brave.... dear me....
You will success.. sure will...
If u keep the passion..
No more 3 minutes man...
Please...
No time to lose....

Same dishes but done by myself

Well, is same dishes again but this time without mama standing beside n teaching...because went to a shower..

A little bit nervous but glad I make it..and mama said it looks nice too..
^_^

If compare with mama standing besides, of cause mama's is better than mine...

But I will chase up in one day...
Wonder my lady will support me or not?
Haha ~~~

This is all about trust and faithful

I will always trust u no matter what u said and done....

Even there's a doubt, I will still choose to believe u... because I love you...

Many people saying that love is blind.
I do believe right now...
Cause my vision only see u....

No matter how u treat me, I will take it as a test that u give to me to make me be strong and be smart.

Faithful to u is a must.
I know saying is easy , so I decided to do it...ever wonder how? 
Well, u will know...in the future....
I'm planning it...
Until u left me....

Do u ever think that we have same mind too? 
We both are romantic person who love romantic very much...
Maybe that's the reason that u are not easy to be touched...

Nothing but a wasted year...

I was wondering if I had made a mistake again?

Shouldn't I resigned?
Love and career, which one is the right?
Well, obviously I have choose love...but what do I really get? 
Still......a nothing and hopeless hints.

If I had chosen career in the time, what will I get and who am I then? 
A Successful big boy who at last earn a big pot?
Or.....
A normal big boy that works from 9-9 and grumbling like an old lady every time got back from work?

Yeah yeah.....no matter what I choose, I will still think the one I have not chosen is the best.... swt!!!!

Really feeling hopeless.....

What I have spent almost one and a half years actually telling me is a useless things that I have learned... not to say useless but is rubbish and lame work....

Oh God, please!!!!
Suffer 27 years is still not enough?
I mean being an useless in 27 years....hello????
Are u nuts or what?
What else can I do?
I know nothing but bluffing!!
Yeah... and lying too...
Laziest big boy in the universe...
*SIGH*

Feeling success ^_^

Oh my!  I feel so unbelievable!
Even my mother said that she has never fry such a nice less sticky fish in her life!  LOL!!  Well, A bit exaggerated for me...what do u think? 

As for the French bean, hmm....I know u will totally love it! 

Tada !!!
So, let's eat then! 

I wonder when do u want to try it on your own in one day?

What should I do ?

*Sigh*
What should I do to make all side happy?

And how?

I just want to be balance -_-

Monday is coming....wish me luck!

What a tired busy day huh ?!

Thanks to my lady, now I realize my mother's daily work is quite tired...

From prepared till cook...wow!  I'm already fully sweat!!  @.@

Well, I'm will still keep doing it.. ^_^
Look nice huh?  But my mom told me that she has forgotten to put salt!  >_<
Oh dear me......

You are my everything...

27 years pass by..but I never had this kind of feeling..

The feeling without u, I'm nothing....
The feeling without u, I'm reckless....
The feeling without u, I'm negative... 
The feeling without u, I'm failure....

I can say u are more important than anyone in my life.. I'm apologize if u are not happy after u heard what I said later..

Yes,  even important than my family...
I know I'm not a good child of my parent's..
I'm so sorry, but I just couldn't help it..

I falls deeply inside the heart when I see through u.....

Your smile...
Your coldness....
Your childish...
Even your anger...

God!  Please help me if u there!
I love this lady very much, more than I expected...

I couldn't live without her....
She is my everything......
I will do anything... to let her happy and secure..

Even in the end, she treats me just a friend..

Hi again ! My dear blog ~~

First, I would like to say that I miss U so much.... Miss until I don't know what else I can do.

Second, at the beginning I was trying to write my diary in my secret book...but then I suddenly think of my blog, yeah ! Is been a long time I did not sign in and write my things on to it.. So why don't I just start it again ? 

Well, so let's start the journey again from today !  I hope everything will change to positive side ..

Goodnight , my dearest ......sweet dreams ..

26/10/09

今天简单的说下~
早上载朋友去应征，结果应征时间竟然应了2小时多！没错！是2小时多~~~
从2点到4点多~~~而我自己在车等等下也睡着了，睡样非常难看，不知有没有被路人偷拍了？
啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~~！！^^

然后原本打算看电影，但由于时间问题所以没看了，而且原本去Mid Valley的，但是我本人走错地方结果回到家附近的地方了……@_@
就索性去附近的地方吃吧~！！还有顺便叫在附近做工的朋友也过来和我们一起吃吧~！！
还有还有~一位傻傻地的朋友~~！啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~！！
她今天的打扮竟然是“抹地”阿婶。。。（t-shirt+有点脱色的短裤）@_@
哈哈~她还要解释是因为今天公司要搬东西，所以穿成这样~~

由于我是临时想到叫他们的，所以不知道他们要不要吃晚餐，我们自己就先跑去吃午餐，是的！没错是午餐~~（通常很难的喵会答应的，所以……）
结果他们到了的时候，我们又再去吃多一餐~~啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~
吃Sushi King~~~~~~
吃的当中说了很多粗话和笑话^^够力咯~~！！！@_@
也拍了“许多”照片~~^^
吃了也挺便宜的~~本人觉得啦~~~
原本60多，用了云顶卡扣到50多。。。。。。
但是停车费也挺贵的@_@（也是本人觉得）

最后就载3位朋友回家咯~~
今天的日子过得很开心很充实唷~~~LOL ^^
啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~！！！

PS：补充一下，回到家的时候，对面的独立式房子也就是有钱人（我是住组屋的）在放孔明灯哦！！！美到………………！！！（难以形容的美~！）
很可惜我的摄录机没电拍不到=="
伤心到我啊~~~~~~！这个故事告诉我以后记得充电~~！！！

9月9日2009年

怎么会这样的？
是巧合吗？
但是这样也不错，至少我会永远记住这天……

怡啊~你这样就去了台湾，说真的在看着你check in的时候我突然有股冲动想把你拉下不让你走，但是最后还是没做到……只能眼睁睁地看你越走越远。
怡，我做给你的那个silde show希望你会喜欢，也希望你可以无时无刻地拿出来看回味一下~哈！
还有还有给一些意见~~~~

送完机原本打算在附近吃了就算，结果还是跑回去蒲中附近吃。
吃饱了，有精神了，他们竟然说想去逛街=="
而且还要跑去Ikea那里逛~~~
不是我驾车，没有话事权，只好跟着走咯~
但是其实我是无所谓啦~只是我一直“放蚊子”咯~！
不好看嘛~~~！！！
还好我有意外的收获~！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~！！！
我人生中第一个音乐盒！！！！！
真的，我想要一个音乐盒很久了，就是不知道在哪里有卖……
就算有卖，都是一些不好听的音乐，没得选的音乐~
现在终于如愿以偿了……
找到我想要的音乐
找到我想要的音乐盒
可是……却不是我要的颜色~~！
如果盒子是透明的，那就完美了~~~哈哈~~！！

一直以来我都很想收到音乐盒，可是家人又不知道我喜欢，也不知道哪里有卖
我最记得以前小学朋友的生日我送了一个音乐盒给他，虽然不知道他喜不喜欢
但是我却很天真地在想，我送人家音乐盒，那到时候他应该也会送音乐盒吧？
真的是白痴到……无药可救~~~
现在自己买到音乐盒了，但是还是会希望收到音乐盒，毕竟自己买和送的感觉是不一样的。