对的，我凭什么拥有他这么好的伴侣？
我什么也不是，什么也没有。
你是应该选择他的。
不要因为担心伤害我而选择跟我在一起。
这样我会更心痛，更难受。
我不能这么自私，要你委屈你一生的幸福。
虽然我不知道我会花上多少的时间去忘记你，但是我真的不想忘记。
我真的知道爱情里面痛的感觉了...
亲爱的上帝，求你带我离开这个伤心的地方好吗？要还的，我下辈子再还可以吗？
我真的好痛，好痛...
我从来没有这么疯狂的爱上一个人。
我真的好爱好爱他！！语言文字都不能代表达到我对他的爱！
我爱他就有如他爱上帝你一样，甚至我可以为他做任何事情。
求求你上帝，你听到我的祷告吗？
如果眼前是一瓶毒药，我真的会不自觉地喝了下去。
因为我已经麻木了。
如果可以选择的话，我绝对会有更好的选择。
只因我没选择。
如果现在不是现在，而是未来那该有多好？
因为我不想看见目前。
如果，每次的如果可以如果的话，那这个世界会有多完美！
只可惜事实是不允许，也很残忍的。
What to do?
有时候宁可当你的朋友都不愿意做你的护花使者。
毕竟朋友是一致的。
好听一点就叫护花使者，不好听就是死缠烂打。
别人怎样看我，我可以无视。
但是你却无视了我。。。
你知道你的看法对我来说有多重要吗？
因为我想知道我在你的心里到底住了个什么位子什么样子。。
然而你却。。。
你却逃避这个问题。。。
到底是什么样的秘密让你纠缠不清？
让你不得安心？
真的那么重要吗？
甚至比我还重要？？
我对你不求回报，只求一个心。
一个完完全全真心的心。
Thank God! This is the moment I have been waiting for....
Even though is not in perfect situation... but I have satisfied...
Next step I want her to say Yes! I do...
Well....maybe a few years later?
Haha!!
I'm willing to wait for u...babe...
But please dun make me wait till I'm old.. LOL!!
Because sweet things need to be done when is young! Hehe!!
My little baby is having a migraine today....
I can't sit well do anything well...
So I decided to bring her a medicine oil..
I'm very glad it works! ^_^
Finally I see her smile again... ♥♡
Oh my! I love her smile very very much....
It attracts me a lot lot! ^_^
I love u baby....please take care of yourself.. don't make me worried..
"You have to take breakfast, just take away..."
These words keep remind on Chris 's head.. the more he thinks,the more he feels sad...now Chris have confirmed that he has fall in love with the lady called Lisa.
"God, what should I do? I feel hurt when he said he's not going to come here to have his breakfast.. "
Lisa actually have the same feeling on Chris too. She just can't share the secret that she's having inside her heart.
"Hello,I'm Chris.. may I speak to Lisa? "
"Yes,speaking. What can I do for u? "
"I... I wanted to say something,do u have time to come out tonight? "
"Sure,I will see u in the cafe at 7pm."
"Will do then.. see u tonight. "
Time passed just in a click..
"Hi, Lisa.. "
"Hi... so what do u want to say? "
"I... I... I..."
"Stay with me ,please.. "
Suddenly Lisa voice up..
"What? What do u mean by stay with u? "
Chris confused..
"Just stay beside me if u really care.."
"Of cause I care , actually I... "
"I know...."
"You know?! How?! "
"I just know, but there's something I can't tell u right now,but please believe me..I will tell you when the time has come "
"So what do u want me to do now? "
"Have your breakfast everyday !"
Lisa smiled.
"Alright, I will.. "
Although Chris has no idea what's Lisa intention, but because of what Lisa told him, so he has nothing but just wait..
Next chapter -
Chris can't hold it anymore ..
What will Lisa do then?
Is the time come yet?
Day by day are gone just like that, Chris begins to feel something on the waitress -Lisa.. he is wondering what feel is that actually? Is it something about love? If is, what to do then? Confess? Or just avoid her?
In the other way, Lisa the waitress has been noticed that Chris has something hiding from her,so she decided to finds out the truth..
"Hey, are u okay? "
"Yeah,I'm okay.. uh.. why? "
"Since you say u are okay, then that is nothing I can say.. "
Lisa's reply makes Chris felt that she really did suspicious something on him,but he couldn't make sure what is that ..
"I won't be able to have breakfast here start tomorrow.. " suddenly Chris voice up..
But Lisa seems to know this will happen so she is very calm and say ...
"You have to eat breakfast,just take away.. "
"I can't and I don't wish to."
"I know this is very hard for u to been through but please don't skip it just because of that..u don't have to.Because I will leave out this town next month.."
Now this make Chris feels more confirm that he might have falls on Lisa after Lisa told him that she is going to leave out the town..
What will Chris answer?
Will Lisa really leaving?
Is Lisa knows what is hiding from Chris?
Stay tune...
Chapter 02- The end.....
Story begins in a warm windy day in a small town ..there's a very famous coffee shop name forever... here's the place that the 2 destiny people right to be meet to ...
As usual, downtown boy go to the coffee shop to have his breakfast before starting his work.He always likes to sit in the third place window seat..and then eating the chocolate flavor lollipop.
Well, nothing seem to be weird for me.. but there's a weird scenes for her...the lovely and beautiful waitress..
She walked through his seat and ask him.. " Hi, espresso and breakfast A..am I right? "
He looked at her and smile.. "yes, thank you."
"May I ask u a question? " she asked..
"Why would u choose to sit here? "
He confused... " anything wrong? "
"Well, obviously here is smoking area..and if you are not a smoker, why would u sit here? "
He then said.. " Thank you for your concern, because I love the smell of the smoker's smoke.."
" You what? " she feels interesting to know more.
"People said smoking can calm down..I need the smoke to calm my mind..but I don't like to smoke. So I choose.... "
"Lollipop ! instead of cigarette right? " she says with confidence.
"Yeah, you are right.." he smile again..
" I'm Chris, nice to meet you."
" I'm Lisa, nice to meet you too.."
A small conversation makes the downtown boy's day a new different day..
Chapter 01 - end...
This is a story about a downtown boy who falls in love with an uptown girl...
Downtown boy never realize that the girl he falls in actually an uptown girl..
How does he finds out?
Well, think carefully will do help him calm down his mind...
And why does the uptown girl pretend to be a downtown girl then?
Answer?
Sorry, No idea......yet
Obviously have a huge wall between them..
Will they be together?
Stay tune......
Can't sleep.....went to klcc and see some views.....
Great huh?
I love Fridays!!!
Nothing can beat me anymore!
Be strong......I must...
Otherwise u will be a loser.....
Be a KLCC......
The unique and one only ~~~
Everything back to normal...
Should I be happy for that?
I don't know why you can't see me at the moment
I don't want to think too much...
What can I do right now is to numb myself with working...and working.....
Till the time pass....and see the changes of my body...
This is the most I must concern for ...
PS: To my lady
I love u...still the same...won't ever change. ♥♡♥♡
Should I tell you the truth ?
Should I tell you the problems that I having?
Maybe I shouldn't, because I don't want to be a weaker in front of you.
I will face it with my own...even is difficult to face it..
Just I have no idea what will it caused.. in the end....
This banner is my 1st task in the first day of working...
Still...I think there's something less...
Can't figure it out what's that...
-_-
Oh my......am I thinking too much?
Am I??
Why do I always think that this guy and that guy have some heart on the lady I love?
I know,I know....I shouldn't think that
But the statement that he wrote about can't let me think wise...
And u know me...... I have no confidence at all.... -_-
I can't control how they won't fall for u...
I only can make myself to be tough and fit to meet you...in one day.
I miss u....
My mood now is totally black.....
Especially When I know I can't see you today..
I'm so disappointed...
But then black is one of my favorite color..
When I saw you wear black dress, I was so surprised!
Cause I never thought that black is suits you well...
Wow ! You look gorgeous!
The black dress makes you more feminine..
I love it... still it depends who wear..
Not many can...
You are exceptional...
God!! I miss her so much ....what can I do?
If I got her in one day, I swear to you my dear God, I will cherish her and treasure her like my own eyes...
To me, my eyes is my everything...
Without my eyes, I rather die..
"Will u be my girl and be with me till death do us apart ? "
Do u know how much I want to propose this to u ?
I know I'm not qualified yet....
I will propose to u when I in the best and fit situation.
So that u have no fear ...
I don't mind if u are old or young..
Malay or Indian.....
I only want u...that's all I want..
But then I have a worried...
The religion u told me that day....
Will it be a trouble?
Will they separate us?
I love u but I can't convert my religion
It will be very pity if we can't be together just because of this...
Is time to say farewell ...
I hope time will help me get through..
I have to be tough ..
No more excuse...
Cause I'm not allowed..
Be brave.... dear me....
You will success.. sure will...
If u keep the passion..
No more 3 minutes man...
Please...
No time to lose....
Well, is same dishes again but this time without mama standing beside n teaching...because went to a shower..
A little bit nervous but glad I make it..and mama said it looks nice too..
^_^
If compare with mama standing besides, of cause mama's is better than mine...
But I will chase up in one day...
Wonder my lady will support me or not?
Haha ~~~
I will always trust u no matter what u said and done....
Even there's a doubt, I will still choose to believe u... because I love you...
Many people saying that love is blind.
I do believe right now...
Cause my vision only see u....
No matter how u treat me, I will take it as a test that u give to me to make me be strong and be smart.
Faithful to u is a must.
I know saying is easy , so I decided to do it...ever wonder how?
Well, u will know...in the future....
I'm planning it...
Until u left me....
Do u ever think that we have same mind too?
We both are romantic person who love romantic very much...
Maybe that's the reason that u are not easy to be touched...
I was wondering if I had made a mistake again?
Shouldn't I resigned?
Love and career, which one is the right?
Well, obviously I have choose love...but what do I really get?
Still......a nothing and hopeless hints.
If I had chosen career in the time, what will I get and who am I then?
A Successful big boy who at last earn a big pot?
Or.....
A normal big boy that works from 9-9 and grumbling like an old lady every time got back from work?
Yeah yeah.....no matter what I choose, I will still think the one I have not chosen is the best.... swt!!!!
Really feeling hopeless.....
What I have spent almost one and a half years actually telling me is a useless things that I have learned... not to say useless but is rubbish and lame work....
Oh God, please!!!!
Suffer 27 years is still not enough?
I mean being an useless in 27 years....hello????
Are u nuts or what?
What else can I do?
I know nothing but bluffing!!
Yeah... and lying too...
Laziest big boy in the universe...
*SIGH*
Oh my! I feel so unbelievable!
Even my mother said that she has never fry such a nice less sticky fish in her life! LOL!! Well, A bit exaggerated for me...what do u think?
As for the French bean, hmm....I know u will totally love it!
Tada !!!
So, let's eat then!
I wonder when do u want to try it on your own in one day?
*Sigh*
What should I do to make all side happy?
And how?
I just want to be balance -_-
Monday is coming....wish me luck!
Thanks to my lady, now I realize my mother's daily work is quite tired...
From prepared till cook...wow! I'm already fully sweat!! @.@
Well, I'm will still keep doing it.. ^_^
Look nice huh? But my mom told me that she has forgotten to put salt! >_<
Oh dear me......
27 years pass by..but I never had this kind of feeling..
The feeling without u, I'm nothing....
The feeling without u, I'm reckless....
The feeling without u, I'm negative...
The feeling without u, I'm failure....
I can say u are more important than anyone in my life.. I'm apologize if u are not happy after u heard what I said later..
Yes, even important than my family...
I know I'm not a good child of my parent's..
I'm so sorry, but I just couldn't help it..
I falls deeply inside the heart when I see through u.....
Your smile...
Your coldness....
Your childish...
Even your anger...
God! Please help me if u there!
I love this lady very much, more than I expected...
I couldn't live without her....
She is my everything......
I will do anything... to let her happy and secure..
Even in the end, she treats me just a friend..
